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09:57pm 05/06/2005
 
mood: annoyed
Wow, i havent been on this thing forever. i dont know why im even writing in it ...i guess its cuz i have a lot on my mind. Im gonna be really sad when prosser leaves for college. Right now he is at Ryan Brights graduation party where him and my brother are getting drunk off their ass's... they're both sleeping over there so they can get as drunk as they want. He called me and he was so drunk. Man i wish i was getting wasted. Whatever. Anyways i'm suppose to be studying for finals but i decided to paint instead. I was suppose to hang with kristin today but she couldn't get a ride. I get my license on like tuesday or Wednesday though. so thats cool i guess. I get to drive the mercedez around while we are looking for a car for me. I have been looking for a car for like ten billion months but whatever. I'm so bored right now and i can't go to sleep. I'm so glad summer is here but i dont want Ryan or Prosser to leave for college. Oh well whatever, its not like i can do anything about it. Alright well im gonna go, later.
 
     
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09:44pm 08/10/2004
 
mood: happy
music: none
ahh im at shrees bitches!!! yeahh man. so yes. we hung out with prosser for like 2 horus today. yes i love shree. yeah and my computer is so broken still.
 
     
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WHOA   
09:36pm 19/09/2004
  yes my computer is broken...

(this is actually sarah but bare with me as i PRETEND to be krissy :) )




So yeah and I'm going out with Prosser bitches!!


yeaaaah
 
     
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today was fucking awesome   
10:31pm 21/08/2004
 
mood: bitchy
music: incubus.....drive
yea so today i woke up at 9 and went to sign up for bowlign and went shopping so that was aweosme...got 3 bras....superman underwear and a shirt. so then i went to work at 230 which was really fun and then me and krsitin went to pot bellys downtown....that was fun. then we went right to travis's house where i laid on his bed forever!!!! cuz i love it and he played his guitar and i put htis cool hat dredlocks thingy on my head and walked around the neighborhoood and krsitin put on hates and we were nerds. fun night!. im working tomorrow morning too. alright bye bye
 
     
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09:19pm 20/08/2004
 
mood: itchy
music: incubus....the warmth
today was pretty good. i woke up at crystals house and was squished on her bed cuz it wasnt enough room for both of us so i just kinda rolled off it and slept on the floor till 12. then we went to let colleens dogs out and when we were done we attempted to sleep more... which didnt really work. then we just kinda hung out and ate and shit. haha it was so funny i was wearing her sisters shirt last night and we didnt want her to see it so when we came back from the movies her sister was just coming out of the door so we were like oh fuck she'll see it and so crystal went in first and stood on her toes and was like "wow you look taller" and all that haha and so i moved around her and ran up the stairs and then candace was like crystals are you drunk?! for some reason i got a fucking kick out of that even tho i bet it doesnt sound that funny. anyways so after we hung out at her house we went for a run for like a half hour and came back to my house dying so we watched 'old school' heh my favorite movie ....or so i said and then people laughed at me. so me and crystal are running together every morning at like 7*30 so we can be in shape when school starts. man oh mann im working tomorrow so yes. anyways...if anyone knows anyone that has 8th period lunch first semester please fucking tell me because i am a loner and i have absolutly no one!!!! fuck fuck fuck. oh well.
 
     
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12:04am 20/08/2004
 
mood: aggravated
music: none
im at the beautiful crystals house tonight. we went to see "the village" even tho we knew it was gonna be gay but ha oh well....went with lena and a couple of crystals friends. aight later.
 
     
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08:47pm 18/08/2004
 
mood: happy
music: superwoman.....by some rap fucker....hardcore dance music
well lets see yesterday...i went downtown and picked kristin up from work and we walked around downtown and laid on the river walk haha...i got attack by massive buggs that bit me like 5 times and i have huge bumps on me but it was worth it. We went to "kay clay" downtown and bought these black shirts and mine has a slit in the front for my belly button and hers all ties together in the back.. yea its a sexy mother fucker. We came back to my house and hung out and had a long talk with my brother and ate and ahhh we did my moms wonderful jazzercise tape! hahah it was great we were like making fun of the 50 year old lady that looks 15 and we were making a fool of ourselves haha it was great. Then prosser and my brothers other friend came over and prosser was dancing and showed us his "cell fone" dance...which is absolutly hillarious!! and h told us next time me n kristin are pickin out the music and we're gonna have a humongous dance party haha so yea that was fun. and then we watch nip/tuck... there was definitely hardcore fucking porn on that but it was funny haha. the 2 brothers had a threesome with a prostitute...good times.. umm lets see then we fixed my comptuer and yea. Then we woke up and hung out for like an hour and then swung on my swings cuz we're cool like that and then we went to elegante salon and i got my hair highlighted red. Which looks pretty cool but its kinda bright right now i guess i gotta get use to it first and that took like 2 hours so i felt bad for kristin but she said it was fine so yes...we came back here and went for a walk and swung again haha There was a humonguous wolf spider so we attempted to kill it like 5 billion times and then it just appeared on my swing again. man oh man the thing wouldnt die so finally we killed it haha it was fun. we were singing all these random funny songs and shit haha. Then watched a movie and just hung out more and then she left..:( its all good.
 
     
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12:35am 17/08/2004
  psh yes!! chris heppner and alex bought swards.  
     
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12:20am 16/08/2004
 
mood: chipper
music: Gavin DeGraw ...Chariot
i want to go back to the MEXI MARKET!!! Oh well too bad its westside that damn Westbrook Market. hmm alright im debating on getting my bangs back or not...i need all your advice. and guess what fucktards...im wearin' my fizzy's cream soda shirt to bed so beat the shit. ah i amuse myself.
 
     
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11:19pm 15/08/2004
 
mood: oh dear
music: Gavin DeGraw- Chemical party.
here at the party
everyones happy
everyones high
get struck by lightning
who here would feel it?
who here could heal it?
who here would try?
chemical_party_lover down
its not the walls
its not this town
your just to high to see the point.....

oh man good song i may be a dork but that song is awesome. and whoever doesnt agree can come fuck my litte cow. school in like 10 days. fuck. oh well....i really need to work on my posture cuz my back is getting bad...anyways my mom told me if i have better posture then my tits appear bigger so thats always a plus.

i feel like hardcore grinding dancing. too bad the only person i have to dance with is my dog....:( hmmm i think i shall not do that. my dad went to mcdonalds and got me breakfast this morning and then i had a tall coffee frappicino from starbucks for lunch in which my coworker from the beach served me haha and that was after i went to my brother work at brighton car wash to get my mothers durango washed becuase it was hardcore muddy from michigan and then one of my brothers coworkers came to talk to me because i was checking the sunglass's on the rack (("mikes sunwear") (one of our side business's)) so yea buy sunglass's there fuckers!! anyways i saw mike martin and prosser was stayin over!!! so thats pretty sweet. man im gonna be lost without ryan when he goes to college :(....hes like one of the few people i can trust my life with...prolly more than my mom and dad. wow this entry is getting long.

anyways then i ate dinner and went to the bowling alley with sarah.
alright i got a goal for myself...im losin 5 lbs. it'll be good for me. later my dearests.
 
     
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04:50pm 15/08/2004
 
mood: sad and depressed
music: thursday...this song brought to you by a falling bomb.
i wish i could find someone to make me smile. im gonna shoot myself.
 
     
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05:57pm 14/08/2004
 
mood: mischievous
music: 45, shinedown
ahhh mann first c i g in a few months....mmmm it was so good i want another one really bad but no one does it in my family so its hard to get some. If anyone wants to give me some Please do! anyways today i cut the grass and watched tv so yes it was soo very exciting. alright im gonna go later.
 
     
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09:30pm 13/08/2004
 
mood: exhausted
I'm back from michigan. Jeez its like hickville there. The fourwheeling was pretty awesome. It rained a lot while i was there but thats okay i just got down and dirty in the mud then. I found out that i was only like an hour and a half away from where sarah was staying in Eagle River. So i walked in this little bait shop because my brother wanted to get a knife and i decided to buy two cool little lighters. It made the guy soo happy that i bought 2, 99 cent lighters haha because he barely gets any business. It was a good time. I only saw 3 deer this time which was kinda sad. We have a cabin deep deep and hour into the woods soi normally see a lot of them. yup definitely climbed a 100 meter ski jump which was interesting. so thats just a little about my hickville experience in michigan. Im glad to be home but i feel like i have nothing to do. I did a lot of thinking too but never made up my mind on anything. aight later.
 
     
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oh dear.   
11:36am 09/08/2004
 
mood: busy
music: whiskey lullaby......brad paisley.
wow so a part on our fourwheeler was cracked so now was have to order and new part. Our trip is being pushed to leaving on tuesday morning instead of monday morning....i would have already been gone. Oh well. im finally riding the blaster though so thats good. man i have a lot to do today. That sucks.
 
     
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10:31pm 07/08/2004
 
mood: blah
music: thursday.....Signals over the air
Today was kinda a lazy day. I woke up at 11 and took a shower and went to crystals. We just hung out and watched tv and rented movies. Tomorrow im packing to go to michigan. Monday morning im leaving. Im kinda glad to get away from here for a while.
 
     
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10:59pm 06/08/2004
 
mood: sad
music: thrice....artist in the ambulance
okay so...yesterday i went to sarah's house...and we hm i forgot what we did oh yes! we went to clow and meditated in the middle of the field and yelled to these 2 guys who were like 18 that they should be glad that they are guys because they dont get theyre periods. and then another 2 guys all a sudden came riding though the field with a fourwheeler..and he threw his hat off. and so anyways we walked to my house and got my stuff so i could sleep over at sarah's. and Then prosser and my brother brought us back to sarahs......ooo damnnnn sexy prosser. Hes so sweet tho haha...well anyways enough about my brothers friends lol. well then we did laundry and stuff at sarahs for her trip. and we went online and just hung out and stuff. we tryed to watch billy madison....we didnt succeed.

In the morning brett came over and then we went to best buy..sarah got a mini ipod and i got 3 cds. Then we came back and packed more and burned me 3 more cds and stuff like that. My dear sarah is going to wisconsin without me!! I was suppose to go but no i have michigan to go to. Oh well. Shes bringing cait. Next year i'll go with her. I'll miss her. What will i do without sarah....dame. im sad now....dame.
 
     
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yeaahh mann..!!!   
09:14pm 03/08/2004
 
mood: excited
music: incubus... wish you were here
today was an awesome day....i went to kristins at about 12...we just hung out .....ate...pooed...and had a jolly time! haha and then my brother picked me up. we cruised around for a while and listened to his new cd and saw the ashbury pool where he snuck into with his girlfriend late last night. ha oh dear that boy. and then jamie picked me up for our 2 lacrosse games against hinsdale and St. Charles....WE WON BOTH BECAUSE THEY SUCK ASS. actually hinsdale is normally hard but we're better so yea...then at the game i was shaking to death because i remember i barely ate anything that dday...just a sandwich at kristins house....oh well..i didnt pass out so it was fine. i got 2 goals of which both didnt count one for the creese and the other because they didnt have a goaly so they put up this thing in front of the cage and we cant hit and we have to shoot around it and which is like 3 inches of shooting space...so then i took the shot and just skimmed the bottom of the square but it still went in...and they didnt count it because they like to eat ass... but thats okay i love lacrosse.
 
     
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an AWesome few days!   
05:28pm 02/08/2004
 
mood: jubilant
music: the Used
hhhokay....so saturday i went over to sarahs to help her clean her room and erica was there for the night because her dad was not. we had some jack daniels and shit like that...haha and then yes. Then we squeezed in the back of ericas kia sportage haha with all this shit in the back so we were squooshed as fuck but it was fun. And then i had to leave at 10 :( so that sucked but oh well...

then yesterday i went over to her house at about 12 and we got ready and stuff and then brett came over for about 2 hours...that was weird in the begining but then it became fun! so yes.. then we all came to my house so i could let the next door neighbors dogs out and then brett drove us to Brunswick Zone. I finally bowled again with my new ball! and it was an interesting experience but oh well...i got to see nick mas and some other people like mike and leo and foster and steve who i finally know who he is now, and also theyre boss, connor, of an alternative sexual preference. and then we went to my house and packed my shit and walked over to sarahs house again. We just hung out and then went to dairy queen and then it was like 2 in the morning and i got really dilerious and it was funny and i was laughing a lot and talking to tony which i think he thinks very weird of me now. but hey i dont care i am weird! So we went to sleep at like 3

then at 7:15 in the morning we went to sarahs babysitting/work place. And we watched tv and stuff and obviously babysat and then my mom picked me up at 1 so i could have piano at 1:45 with actually started at 2:30 because hes always late. NOW i am going back to sarahs in prolly a half hour and we're going to get our nails done. I prolly missed out on a lot of things we did because that was a few days all in one entry and yes...TA TA MY LITTLE CHICKLETS!
 
     
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10:31pm 30/07/2004
 
mood: relaxed-thinkn bout life.
music: tim mcgraw- please remember me
Yes so today i work up and i heard my mom saying all these things she would normally be saying to me, like i was downstairs but my spirit was upstairs. She was saying stuff like "how was swim lessons" and all that weird stuff she would always say to me. I guess it kinda freaked me out..and then i started hearing voices again of people in my room with me. either im losing it or i seroiusly have spirits around me...maybe im possessed. because the one night kristin was here we were up to about 5 because i kept talking to the spirits and they were talking to me. All i gotta say is i better not start seeing them. I dont want to turn out like some crazy nut in a lunatic house.

Today i sat around and did nothing. Kristin was suppose to have her skate competition but she got lost on the way.. :( thats okay kristin! maybe it saved you because you were going to fall and die on the ice. Think about the positiveness of it. anyways....so then i walked to sarah's after dinner and we just hung out and talked and then went online because thats the only time she can go online. Im sleeping at her house on sunday though so that's good. gooday.
 
     
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01:57pm 30/07/2004
 
mood: bored
music: none
blah
 
     
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